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I have been thwarted...
by Cupid... again!
Well, it was five whole months ago now, but I needed that long to digest it. Which isn’t to say I’m over it. How pathetic is that at the five month mark?
It’s remarkable how emotions can really take over my entire existence. It’s also frightening to me that emotion has no attachment to my intellect, as my intellect usually has a really good grip on things and it would be awesome if some of it would transfer to my destroyed emotion organ, whatever that is in biological terms.
I just hope you don’t do this again.
I hope you remember the pain on my face.
I hope you don’t let yourself off the hook for causing it.
I hope you take responsibility and actually change, instead of just talking about it.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope some of my kindness rubbed off.
And most of all, I hope you forgive yourself...
the way everybody else did.